I have been sitting here for the past couple of days trying to figure out things, though the top thing on my mind is if I should put Taryn on the shelf or just take a LOA. With someone in camp deciding they will not interact with me unless they have no other choice, my near lack of desire of going into camp and finding myself immersed in another game that I am playing with Ray and Caleb, a good friend of the two of us, I am starting to wonder if I do truly belong here anymore, or if my time has come to say goodbye, but something in me keeps tugging at my heart telling me to think more on this decision, as it is not an easy one. I have tried to do some rp ideas for camp, but it seems my timing wasn't so good, not for me nor for anyone else in camp. Though I still consider myself at The Point Trading Post, as I haven't finished my rp there.
Thing is, I don't mind doing single rp, as I can always ST a large contingent of Tuchuk and other groups where I am at, but it's the whole I don't have the energy or imagination as of late to do such. In all honesty, I have been taking a LOA with dealing with my health issues, which have partially been resolved and I am ready to return, but I am feeling as if I don't belong anymore, maybe I don't.
So I am still at an indecision of extending my LOA or just shelving so I can move on to other things in life and maybe pop in from time to time to visit with those who I call family and friends.
