Hey fams....
I know i did one of those play a day or two and poof... But rt is not good right now... Im pretty sick actually.. I missed a whole weeks worth of pay which has pretty much put me into a situation where i might have to move... Damn bills... Why do they always seem to pile up durin the holidays? Anyways... This xmas is right up there with this last turkey day...the worst holiday season ever...
Doc told me if i wasnt good after the meds i should go to the *hisses* hospital.. Well a few weeks later... Im not better... In fact, i feel shitty whenever i open my eyes... I havent had much want to do anything, most of all rp... I dun have no mot'ation.... I feel like crap all the time... Food has become my worst enemy...
Sorry fams... Its not that im ditchin everyone... Im just sick and too poor to go to the er and cant afford to miss anymore work... So...yeah... Stuck between a rock and a hard place.. But i am always thinkin of my fams... Except when im pukin my brains out.... Then i just wish it was over...lol... Atleast i can still laugh, right? Nd please... Dun tell me to go to the doctor... Just think good things for me...
Mel
Aka
Nikki
