GIRL!!!!!
Listen and listen well.
Enough!!!!! Get some rest, do everything you can do to get yourself squared away. Enough of this illness crap!!!!!
We all are here for you, pulling for you, and you are always in our thoughts. DO what you can to get fit again, and hound the medical people to do their part. Fix what can be fixed, and find a way to overcome that which cannot be fixed.
I know how difficult and trying it all can be. Eventually you will reach the point where you will either decide to hell with it and will just do whatever you can, or, you will just give up. You DO NOT have that second option. DO I MAKE MYSELF CLEAR??!!!
Take whatever time you need, we all understand. JUST GET WELL!!!!!
THAT is an ORDER!!!!