well, now that I am a little more with it... Went back to Ann Arbor for the first of the follow up appointments. Had 2 out of three drainage tubes removed... NOT fun. I also realized Im not quite ready to go cold turkey on the pain pills. The longer I went past the time to take them, the more stiff and painfull I became.. who woulda thunk it. The pills also help with the uh... "downers" I seem to notice feeling towards the end of the 6 hours before the next pill. take a pill, my mental state gets better. Though they make me sleepy and a bit light headed. I am still at my parents as its still very tough to get around and my back KILLS me from not being able to stand upright, but I will be going home this sat. to give it the old college try. Im trying to stay positive and stuff and tell myself it'll all be worth it in the long run, but at times, I have my doubts. So, next Tuesday they will be removing the stitches and rippin out the last drainage thing. I have no idea how many stitches I have, but its a damn lot -lol- I am cut from my breast bone to my who who and then from just outside hip to the other outside hip.
Anyway, I will try to get back soon. miss everyone..
much love to ma jale and BJ.. miss ya both much.
-whispers- pssst BJ RESERVE THE ROOM!!
will update again when there is something to update.
FrankenLil
