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Offline pleasure{MTC}

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sighs...
« on: June 20, 2007, 04:30:07 PM »
pleasure sure misses all of You... almost everytime i look no one is in camp... its so quiet it makes me wonder where everyone is... i miss all of You...
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Re: sighs...
« Reply #1 on: June 20, 2007, 10:34:16 PM »
I shall be back and active in a few days.

I wager many shall be groaning a day or so after my return. LOL

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Re: sighs...
« Reply #2 on: June 21, 2007, 07:46:36 AM »
dee and I have been extremely busy with RT, running various and many errands, and also prepairing for a trip to NYC and then getting ready for the gathering as well.  to say the least We too miss everyone.


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Re: sighs...
« Reply #3 on: June 22, 2007, 09:20:30 AM »
and I am in the process of getting ready to come home from Iraq...... so I have been stuck.... sorry to A/all
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Re: sighs...
« Reply #4 on: June 23, 2007, 05:35:22 AM »
As some know, this time of the year is real heavy for me at work...right now I come home so tired and burned out my creativity is shot, not to mention my temper is short......better not to be in camp during these times....
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Re: sighs...
« Reply #5 on: June 25, 2007, 12:17:17 AM »
 ;)
talena's right sweets....
its summer time and everyone is either out camping swimming enjoyin thesun whilst they can, we miss you too..all of us do :-*
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Re: sighs...
« Reply #6 on: June 25, 2007, 08:34:48 AM »
It doesn't seem to matter what the season is, there is always a reason why the camp stands empty. Be it late summer and we are getting hyper kids ready for back to school, winter and we are struggling with finding ways to make ends meet with Christmas around the corner, late spring and the end of the school year for those who are educators and those who have said hyper kids, or the midst of summer with vacations, extra yard work and once more, said hyper kids to try to entertain.

Now I know I'm gonna get shot to hell for this, but, oh well. When Rags is kept from us due to health issues, the camp is suddenly empty. Yes, I know I'm guilty of not being in there too, but as was stated, its hard to roleplay by one's self. Where has that family gone, that I fist met back in 2004, when it didn't seem to matter what time of the day it was or what season of the year it was, there was always someone in there?  We all have our reasons as to why r/t keeps us away from camp, but down in my gut, I'm starting to wonder if our home is fizzling out.  There are so many I've not seen for such a long time, when I do see them, its like, oh yeah, I forgot you were a member of the family. I'm not trying to cut anyone down, and I know that yes, as always, r/t comes first, all I'm saying is, I'm not seeing the dedication I saw the first year I was a part of MTC.
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Re: sighs...
« Reply #7 on: June 25, 2007, 09:08:06 AM »
for me, i keep looking every day, several times a day to see if anyone is in camp, and most of the time there isn't. i go in and do chores, but it is very boring to be in by myself, so i do what i need to do and leave. maybe it is like the high school dance, where no one wants to make the first move, and go into camp first. i see a lot of people find time to post on the boards, but i have never seen them in camp. not sure what is going on, wish people would start showing up again.
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Re: sighs...
« Reply #8 on: June 25, 2007, 09:46:50 AM »
Which is entirely the point, although I am as guilty as anyone else. Like right now I have about 5 mins to post this and get goin to work.  Hoping to have puter issues resolved shortly. But I hope ti be back in Camp shortly.
In the meantime know that you are missed, pleasure, and I hope you will be back soon. Hopefully by the time I make it back myself LOL.
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Re: sighs...
« Reply #9 on: June 25, 2007, 07:36:17 PM »
I have no life..-looks around nervously for the parent types as the kids drive me crazy-...all I do is hospitals..for me or mom..try and help work on a house..or sleep like a deranged wombat in a cave...so until the Gathering you might never see Me online until afterwards...sorry guys but the stupid room thing is not happening yet..-cries and bangs head on the wall cause these walls are solid and i can do it here-
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Re: sighs...
« Reply #10 on: June 25, 2007, 08:26:06 PM »
we got our internet back tonight after it ran out last night, but there's a lot of things going on over on my end that are messing up things, and when I do come into camp, I don't stay long as I am either getting up early the next morning to get to appointments, or just wanting to crawl back into bed and die... so if I do pop in lately, it's mostly been ooc, as I know I don't have the energy to concentration to do much...

One of these days maybe I will be back to my old self, but for now, it's a touch and go thing until I get myself fixed

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Re: sighs...
« Reply #11 on: June 25, 2007, 08:32:03 PM »
 :'( :-\ :-*

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Re: sighs...
« Reply #12 on: June 25, 2007, 09:24:55 PM »
I've been debating on how to answer this......

my absence from online is simply that... its an absence..... an absence of spirit... an absence of heart.  an absence of necessity....

my spirit and my heart keeps me from camp.  the reasons are strictly personal... but those that have known me...... and the characters before me.... know full well my heart and soul goes into things... I don't just role play.... its another form of existance for me.....so when that very core being of myself that goes into that character can not find the heart and soul of what drives me to be there... then no.. I am not.. because to me if I can't role play to its fullest and enjoy what I am doing....then its half assed.... and to me half way is nothing but bullshit.... at least in my train of thought..  I have come to care deeply for alot of those in camp....some perhaps too much... some perhaps not enough... but I have to draw a line where that careing nature and that worry factor becomes more than even I can handle alone.  I am having to go back and make myself realize that I have to stop putting myself that far out there where others are concerned...

now the part of necessity.... as you would all remember... i had not just my son... but RT's son also graduate this year.... which means we have two kids to get into college this fall.  which means mom and dad get to dig ditches to help pay for it all.  I have gotten a job... I will be working on a production line in a factory that makes plastic and paper cups.  its gonna be 12 hour shifts this week and hopefully back to 8 hour shifts next week.   This was not exactly the job I wanted.. but its what I had to take... I had no choices here.. right now money is that..... money..it pays the bills... it keeps a roof over my head and food on the table and gas and insurance on teenagers that are driving now. 

so please understand that if your bosk tender ain't there.... theres reasons... and I just can't half ass my life be it in character or out... I want more than that... not just for me... but those that I care about.
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Re: sighs...
« Reply #13 on: June 26, 2007, 08:12:30 PM »
 :-* ;)

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Re: sighs...
« Reply #14 on: June 28, 2007, 01:37:25 PM »
i understand this frustration lots.. an agree with all that has been said.. i am now back so will try to get into camp as often as possible for me.. those that know my cercomstanses ((spellin sucks sorry)) know i am around usually after 4pm pacific time.. so if ya wants to come on in an yak i will do my bestest to be there for each an every one ...

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