This is just a sorry to everyone. Reecently I have kept trying to play, but wind up x'ing out of the room a lot.
I wasn't going to say anything. To sum it up, I found out my fathers skin cancer, is Systemic. Meaning thereisnt anything they can do to help him. So hard to deal with.
Tonight I finally spoke to him on the phone about it, even more harsh. Then once I was off the phone. It rang again. I felt relief, because I thought it was a friend....................WRONG.
Pretty much I got yelled at by my ex. Called everything in the book. So tonight that was a crushing blow.
tried to play, the thunder storm got in the way. So, I had enough time to think in the meantime which didnt help.
Just apologies to anyone who has been scratching their heads, wondering what the hell my problems been. It's nothing personal. My heads just pretty messed up is all.
Thank you to anyone who's offered their shoulder. It's appreciated more than you know.
Take care family, and best wishes to those attenting the gathering.
--Sarant'satstral's typist--
