Perhaps flapping gums as they are called are a way for at least this Woman ( which I am damn proud of being), was trying to get across disappointment I felt.
Yes, the event was open for anyone, and stupid me, thought that everyone might like to join in. And before any of you start jumping my ass for not being around, and when I am keeping mostly to myself, let me while I'm on a roll enlighten ya'll why....
1. Its Vala's way
2. The room has become too damn cliquey
3. And when I got involved or did, Vala normally gets in trouble
and 4. If I'm in the room more then 3 days straight I get pissed off and upset in a RT sense.
I know where I stand with most of you, those I don't well not sure what to do about that.
But as my husband just said to me " Why, do you do this if it upset you?" and my reply was " Cause, I have friends in there I care about." And He said " If they care for you, they will be your friends no matter if you are in there or not."
So, I am taking my Husband's ( Who happens to be my RT Dom) option to step aside for good. And close the Vala chapter completely in my life. Those of you that want to reach me know how.
Rags - I am not doing this to upset you, I am doing what I need to do and what is best. I pray our friendship doesn't change.
Christiana