dear family.
last night, before starting the r/p, i made a horrible decision. i took my evening meds early, and, totally against the prescription, washed them down with three glasses of chablis. i woke up this morning with a pounding headache, and a nagging sense that i had done something wrong during the r/p. the last thing i recall about last night is getting on the flat wagon with kiah, and greeting her and having a friendly conversation with her about serving in the hunting camp. after that, it is a blank. if i did make an ass out of myself, or offend anyone, i am deeply sorry. if i need to be punished, or to make amends, i will gladly do so.
also, and more importantly, i will never 'r/p while under the influence' again.
amanda
