as you all know I have a comp I simply do not have the mouse or keyboard to go with it. now, this is the main reason I am not online right now, but I have had occasion to get online using my friends comp, but I simply can not bring myself to do it. I want to be in the room but the level of shit has risen above where my hip waders stop. I would end up killing people and getting my ass into shit for it. I am in no means innocent of any wrong doings, I am simply not involving myself in the current bullshit. my rt has been hectic as all get out and I did not feel the need to add to my stress levels with something I consider an escape some days and a down right delight on others. Now I am sure there will be those who think I am being cliquish, or gaming out or something due to my not being around even when I can get online. but right now my life isn't leaving me room for it. I AM NOT, and let me repeat this, I AM NOT LEAVING THE ROOM! I am simply taking a tiny break to stretch me collective shit and get my health and rt in better standings. I am taking a break because I want to hurt people and thats never a good thing. I promise this will be a short break, nothing at all like my 5 yr one, I plan on returning and being the same old Mal ya know and love. I will be back refreshed and hopefully in less of a killing mood. light a candle, say a prayer or dance a jog to your favored deity that my health improves, Id appreciate it. LOVE YOU ALL MORE THAN YOU KNOW.
Malefic/Roxanne