IN GENERAL TO EVERYONE
It is hard for a Gorean home to know what the hell their family members are thinking if EVERYONE keeps their mouth shut. No one can read minds. If you come into camp and you feel you are shunned or there are cliques, or are an outcast, or you leave the rp in tears at night, or you force yourself into camp, or you cant find an FC, or you roleplay yourself into a corner of being alone, or you dont have the heart anymore, or you dont have the belly, or you feel you are singled out and always in trouble, or you are just the DAMN victim all the damn time....
Perhaps YOU need to look in the mirror. WHAT do YOU contribute to the home beside a one line post that says you are there? WHAT roleplay do YOU bring to the table to help with everyones interaction? Are you a part of the room or are you a part of the FAMILY? Because there is a difference there.
Yes there is stupidity abundant in camp...all over the place. So do you help to fix or do you hide in hiatus? Are you a part of the problem or the solution? How many times do we have to teach or direct your slaves or teach members in camp or command, fight and beg people to keep up with the boards and the pages? How many times do we get answers like "I dont know" to something on the front page of the webpages themselves?
When was the last time did anyone actually CARE for the camp beside the UBAR? HE is there everynight when he can be. EVERY FUCKING NIGHT, to try and make it a fun time for EVERYONE, and to the point he puts his own health in jeopardy. How often is he actually able to roleplay himself? Ill tell you when was the last time, when Brandi/Nexhias was in camp. He could roleplay and not worry about who is unhappy, who is fed up, what slave is whining, what slave is displeasing. He spends his whole entire night in camp in PMs dealing with bullshit because no one can be a responsible enough of an adult and put forth some FUCKING effort to the home, to the roleplay, to the family.
I told you all, not long ago that I would snap. I have done so. If you feel like I have in some small way offended you, or put you on the spot then fuck you. That is called guilt. If you feel like this post in some way has nagged at you, then that is your consciousness talking to you. Whine all you want. Bitch all you want. I dont give a rats ass. If I chase you off well dont let the fucking door hit you in the ass.
Im sick of being diplomatic to make you feel comfortable. Im sick of being nice. Im sick of catering to YOUR needs because deep down, you cant hack it. You cannot put effort out for the home. Sure, anyone of you go ahead and tell me what you have done for the home and I will match every instance with something that you have not done. Ive been watching everyone for a long time and I find many things very pathetic.
Take your hiatus'
Take your leaves
Stay missing from home
Play the damn victim
Cry about respect
Whine about fairness
Bitch about being overworked
Nag about being an outcast
Go ahead do any of those here on the boards and then leave and I will simply watch my dog try to scratch his ass because I think that is more important than you.
If you want to sit back and have things come to you, better go someplace else. You want something fun to happen, well then bright eyes, put it on the table, bring up a storyline, talk to the Ubar.
We dont know if YOU dont talk.
Otherwise, stay the fuck out.
Raziel
