i am sad to have been so disappointing..., but I am pleased that i was put to death so quickly. be well, all of you, i mean it, you all are so wonderful, even you, Raziel...i honor your service to the country, and i know that you honor my son. he is a warrior, like you. i may go to a gentler room here in Webmaze...but i really need some time to think...being killed had an affect upon me in r/t...i couldn't breathe well, and felt pain in my chest, where the knife had entered, for so long. i am finally starting to be able to breath again. but, i know that many of you have felt the pain that i have felt the last week. many of you have had their first character killed, so you all know what i have been going through.
amanda
