A Fond Goodbye

[Medi]

Dear Family, my heart is full, to overflowing, and this message will be difficult to write, please bear with me.  (Wiping tears, but face calm and composed).  You have all seen me struggle here to learn what it was to r/p as a Tuchuk.  I tried as 'amanda', but didn't succeed.  To my sisters who remain, I will always love you, and will pray that you always will be as pleasing as I have seen, and that your slave bellies will burn hot, and that you will continue to be a credit to your collars, and your owners.  To the Ubar, what can I say?  You picked me up so many times, in both my characters, and as I often sang to you, I felt strong when I was on your shoulders.  To the Masters, you all showed bravery, courage, and sacrifice that often left me thinking of you for long periods in R/T.  The FW are amazing, the strength, support, and wisdom that you give to MTC is to be cherished by all, and the Men are blessed to have you.  I did try to r/p as 'Leda', but, the character didn't resonate within me, and Leda did not add anything to the richness of the r/p that exists here.  During the Forest Event, I did experience what it was to be a Panther.  It stuck a chord within me, a chord that soon created a song within my very being, and I felt that I had finally found a character that would help me in r/t, and also be an asset to r/p.  I have decided to leave MTC, and will go with a Panther band.  I have nothing but love, and positive thoughts to the members of MTC, and wish everyone well.  Our paths may very well cross again, and I will be delighted to meet any one of you, again.  Also, and this will be my last comment.  The 'Prayers and Thoughts' thread tonight made me sit back and reflect.  R/t has so many challenges, and there is so much love and support here...please continue to love and support each other...and all of the members of MTC will remain in my prayers for as long as this typist is alive.

Pauline, the Typist behind 'amanda/Leda/Medi'

[RAGNAR]

I wish my sis all the best and hope she finds the happiness and freedoms we just could not provide.

If my sis finds things do not work out, you remember the way home.

Stay in touch you always know where to find me if you wish to talk.

Luck, and I wish you well!!!

*Huggers*

 

[kadi{MTC}]

good luck heart i wish you all the best

[Alex]

Good luck to you in the future.  Hope all turns out ok for you

[rep]

thank you for your kindness Mistress

i wish You joy and peace (along with straight arrows and sharp quivas  )

may you never lose the beauty of your concerts/performances

kiah{MTC}

[Shylina Marie]

We all have to find our path in the world.  You have to walk this road.... remember ... Roads are made for journeys of rich discovery... not destinations.  may your discovery give you what you need.

Shylina

[kelsey]

good luck to you.

Kels

[razz|n.o.i.r]

I had begun to see the real effort within you as your Character Leda within the MTC rp. Forgive me for being so bold. But after the forest event. It was noticed perhaps only by myself? That your heart was not within MTC any longer. I wish you the best in your endeavor's as a Panther in RP.

[Kimba~]

But after the forest event. It was noticed perhaps only by myself? That your heart was not within MTC any longer.

I am pretty sure that what you are saying, Sarant, is almost exactly what Pauline was trying to say.  During the Forest Event, she found a role that she had not previously known about, that fit her personality better than being a FW or kajira.

But, it's not that Leda's heart was not within MTC any longer because it was and is still.  It's that Pauline found that Medi's heart beat stronger than Leda's.

I think you are right, that after the Forest Event, Leda redoubled her efforts to be a better Tuchuk.

Leda didn't leave MTC to become a Panther.  Leda is simply now one of the ordinary Tuchuks who nobody roleplays.

Nor is there any Tuchuk experience in Medi's background.  She is the Panther who is least able to effectively impersonate a FW, so I have been keeping her out of the limelight, as we gradually reveal that we are Talunas.

But if there is a Tuchuk safari coming up, Medi will have a much larger role; and I hope everyone can give Medi a fresh start if/when they meet her.

[Mercilayne]

I wish you nothing but the best and I really really hope you are happy.  Everyone deserves that.  -grins-

[Fishy!]

and I hope everyone can give Medi a fresh start if/when they meet her.

this is the easy part!

the easy part is letting Leda go... the hard part would be if we were asked to let go of the woman behind the words, because of the fact that we are all family here, you learn to love the person behind the mask, and no matter the name she takes she will still be a part of our family.

when Shoko meets Medi... she might be brash or mean... or well... who knows I dont think Ive ever encountered a panther before... but -I- will still welcome my sis home with open arms no matter what name she takes or what her station in life is.

[razz|n.o.i.r]

OOC basis that is what I ment. As the typist. Her heart was not within the MTC rp, and she is more into the Panther aspect. Nothing more. No need to become defensive. As my post was not anything but wishing her the best. From one OOC typist to another. That is all.

[Fishy!]

OOC basis that is what I ment. As the typist. Her heart was not within the MTC rp, and she is more into the Panther aspect. Nothing more. No need to become defensive. As my post was not anything but wishing her the best. From one OOC typist to another. That is all.

-hugs- we know that sis.... on another note... im buying you chopstics... how can I indulge my inner asian when Leda is gone -wails-

okay kidding!

[Medi]

Thank you all for your lovely thoughts and wishes.  I also received pm's from many of you, and some from the Family who did not post above, and I was very moved.  You are all correct when you say that life is a journey, and, for the moment, my road will take me away from all of you.  It is sad, but, also exciting, I believe that my character, and the typist behind her, will become better for the experience.  I will imagine that Leda, and her two girls, teena and brittany, are traveling with you and having many adventures and experiences while I r/p Medi, the Panther Huntress.  I will continue to monitor the Boards, and will stay in touch with you all in that manner, and I am sure that the Tuchuk life will be rich, and complex.  Hopefully, our Panther Band will encounter the Tuchuk on occasion , and, once Kimba 'civilizes' Medi, I will be able to r/p with your characters again. 

(Hands Sarant several sets of chopsticks, knowing that she will break several pair with frustration while learning to use them).  Take care of Shoko, Sis, be sure that she gets her servings of anago, uni, taco, and unagi.  <grins>

Be well, my Family.  May your quivas be sharp, may your bosk be well, and may the axles of your wagons be well greased.

Pauline, the typist behind Medi.