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Karanis

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beginning to dislike summer
« on: July 10, 2007, 04:06:02 PM »
yeah.....I havent talked about it yet, cause I still dont know what exactly is going on......

but last year it was the complete hysterectomy, bladder tack, and umbilical hernia.....

this year........I'm in the middle of continued testing on lung and heart function.... ruled out thyroid, liver, cholesterol blah blah blah.....now we're looking at chf or cardiac myopathy........

I'm too damn young for this crap.

the fluid sucks, the tiredness sucks, doubling my heart meds sucks, doubling my fluid meds sucks, and not knowing exactly what is going on sucks....

all these tests suck...

quitting  smoking sucks.

quitting drinking sucks.

I'm alive and I'll get through it either way, that definitely does not suck.

just tired and discouraged that its been SOMETHING for the last 12 years.....every year.......

and still going.....

have fun at the gathering, a few there have my phone numbers......but I've seriously been to the doctors or been in touch with the doctor no less than twice weekly over the last couple of weeks......

and there at least 2 people on vacation a week as of last week all the way through the end of august........and I'm not one of them.

I even have started bladder issues again.....and I now know where all the public bathrooms are within 30 miles of my house.....*just shakes head, takes a deep breath*

yup, I'll get through and be fine, just a bit discouraged at the very moment.

Gretchen/Karanis
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Re: beginning to dislike summer
« Reply #1 on: July 10, 2007, 04:12:01 PM »
Of course you will get through this and be fine.  You are Tuchuk.  You are not allowed to be anything else but fine.  You have my best with you Ubara and Sister.  And I know I speak for everyone when I say all of our love is with you and yours, and those that say I dont speak for them, it doesnt matter because they are either dead, not worthy of my voice or will be dead if I find them.   ;D

Raz

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Re: beginning to dislike summer
« Reply #2 on: July 10, 2007, 04:28:19 PM »
of course he can speak for me..although My voice sounds alot better..lol...and i have every faith in you that you can make it through this..and kick the ass of whatever doc makes it hard on you in the process..remember..its always a mood lifter to make a doctor cry..wefg...thoughts are with you..and sooner or later...you evil quiz addicter you..imma get to meet you face to face and we can compare scars..lol
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Re: beginning to dislike summer
« Reply #3 on: July 10, 2007, 04:58:58 PM »
my Mistress, First and foremost my prayers are with You each and every night, morning or whenever the REALLY BIG GUY and i chat *s* Second, this lil one thinks You are entitled to feeling discouraged, tired etc.........................OK thats enough, as SomeOne else said YOU are Tuchuk and this too shall pass *smiles softly and blows soft kisses to the wind to feather upon Your cheek* my Mistress, take good care of Yourself and hurry back!!
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Re: beginning to dislike summer
« Reply #4 on: July 10, 2007, 06:04:31 PM »
oh Mistress....i am so very sorry to hear of all Your problems......we should start a CHF club....*grins*.....i will keep You in my prayers....please try to rest and not worry......blows You a kiss
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Re: beginning to dislike summer
« Reply #5 on: July 10, 2007, 07:08:45 PM »
I'm so sorry that I won't see you and DaChef at the Gathering this year, and I'm even more sorry that your health problems are continuing.  I know you'll kick this latest run of health issues, too, you're too stubborn to let this keep you down for long. I hope you get a break soon.  -soft hugs- We'll give you a call! 
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Re: beginning to dislike summer
« Reply #6 on: July 10, 2007, 07:10:37 PM »
Kar, my sister....you will be missed this year, but as you said you will get through this....my thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.

Kels

P.S.  If the docs give you any crap I'm sure I can round up a few Tuchuks and we'll come up there and knock a few heads together.... ;D
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Re: beginning to dislike summer
« Reply #7 on: July 10, 2007, 07:29:28 PM »
*lines up with Kels!*

Hell yeah!  WHAT SHE SAID!!

*hugs You tight*.. you know my heart.. you know you are in my prayers each and every day no matter what is going on.. but just in case you worry.. don't.. you're covered..  ;D

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Re: beginning to dislike summer
« Reply #8 on: July 10, 2007, 07:56:25 PM »
i hope everything gets better for You Mistress, and yes, it is ok to feel discouraged, but only for a little while, then go kick some ass!
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Re: beginning to dislike summer
« Reply #9 on: July 10, 2007, 08:06:08 PM »
Sis I know it sucks, trust me... ~huggles~ but you are in my thoughts and prayers.. ~snuggles~
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Re: beginning to dislike summer
« Reply #10 on: July 10, 2007, 11:28:53 PM »
*Just holds my Woman.*

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Re: beginning to dislike summer
« Reply #11 on: July 10, 2007, 11:32:47 PM »
Mistress~

i wish there were some magic words that could be spoken so that You wouldn't have to endure so much. but there isn't any. all i can offer are my prayers and love to You and Your family.

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Re: beginning to dislike summer
« Reply #12 on: July 11, 2007, 07:08:38 AM »
You're in My prayers Sis ..... when they nail it down ... think of how good you'll feel

*smiles*

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