sorry

[kadi{MTC}]

my Mistress, Master Ubar, Frees, and fellow slaves, kadi is sorry that she could not turn risky round, she thought she could help her and she was wrong, she only hopes that she will be allowed to carry on helping her fellow slaves in collar if they want it

kadi{Kels}

[RAGNAR]

I attach no blame at all to kadi.

Sometimes people simply refuse to learn and look only for self-gratification.

When we run across this kind of person, there is only one person that can cause a change in them. That is the person themselves wishing to, and working towards changing.

[Shylina Marie]

kadi....and I hope I am not overstepping any collar in making this statement.   you didn't fail.... risky failed..... you did exactly what you were supposed to do.. you tryed. flame tryed... hell more than half the camp tryed.  risky said it herself... she was portraying an attention seeking slave.   what she refused to learn... is what it means to truly be a slave. what it truly means to be in service.  because a slave gets self gratification in the glance of a Master or Mistress in the course of their actions.. a true slave is creative and intuitive, she is whitty and smart all rolled together.  she is comforting, caring and compassionate without expecting anything in return.... but is overly thrilled beyond measure when she gets it.   there is a difference  between you and your sisters that have been with us a long time... and those like risky and a few others.  what you give ... even with what you gave in making this post.... shows the heart of a slave.  you did your best in a task and despite knowing that it was your best.... you wanted to achieve... the failure is not yours.. it lays completely upon risky and ( the person behind her).  don't change the person you are inside. don't change the kadi that comes to come and can with a swish of a hip make a Master have to adjust.... or the kadi that knows what Kelsey needs and desires and see's to it in a manner that only makes Kelsey puff with pride.  so people just don't have it in them to be a slave.. to know what it means how it feels and the freedom you find in being in a collar.. you know what that means and how it feels.. as does a few others that we watch in this camp on a daily basis.  chin up... walk tall.. you are a tuchuk slave ....

[Shadow duck]

smiles to her sister.. and nods... whisperin.. what Master an Mistress said sis.. softly brushin a kiss to your cheek... then slips off into the shadows again...

[flame{NS}]

i felt the same way sis.. thought that i could help her... to teach her the ways of the Tuchuk but she is the one that did not want to learn.. i felt like i had fail also..untill i relized that it was risky that did not want to learn our ways....


 and you are a good trainer... you have help me alot and i still need your help...an anyone elses that wishes to help.....


leaves you hugs and kisses and hard candies.... loves you with all my heart....



da flame

[kelsey]

echoes everyone else.  No fault is laid at your feet kadi

[Raziel]

Kadi,

It's over.  You cannot accept blame for the actions of another.  Do not taint yourself with the memory of the undeserved dead.  Move on and be who you are, a Tuchuk slave and a good one at that.

Raz

[Fishy!]

I agree with what everyone said... and I know how you feel... i tried really hard with her too, eveyone who spoke with her.... pretty much the whole camp, tried some way or another to help her... but she didnt "need" the help, she simply got enjoyment out of eveyone else being pissed off...

I wouldnt doubt if her body is still sitting outside the camp, not even good enough to be sleen kibble...

-hugs and loves-

[Medi]

you have no reason to feel that you failed, sister, you tried your best.  i tried, too, very early on...hug...the Free are correct, you are very much loved and cherished.

amanda