ok a update that i didnt want to make ever
after pestering the docs for over a year about the lumps and pain in my neck i had a scan today, the lumps have grown in size and are very abnormal I have been told today that there is a 80% chance that i have cancer, now they are going to do the CAT scan i should have had last year to see how far it has gone as I have lumps in my throat and in my groin, they also found one going up into my head, so all in all kadi is not very happy
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