i'm so so sorry for your loss, i'd been hoping and praying, but i do understand your decisions. It's hard, but i'm sure he is much happier than he was here in the condition he was in. (went through similar with my Dad and his cancer, it's a hard decision, but we do what's right for them, and what they want). i'm trying hard not to cry, but please know they are tears of happiness for the new life he now has, and sadness for you and what you'll experience. If you ever need to talk, please, just ask, and i'll make time. *hugs lots, if i can*