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« Reply #270 on: May 21, 2020, 10:00:58 AM »
...Good advice, Rags, I have dealt well with tougher r/t issues...I was a Trial Attorney...and faced down the IRS a number of times.

...I will work on getting active back in our Home, again.   :)

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« Reply #271 on: May 21, 2020, 01:11:30 PM »
If you need time, take time sis.

If posting the board helps... post.

But remember to talk to myself, or your True if need be. Let us know what is going on. You don't have to go through anything feeling alone. We will support you. You know I have been here for you all along. But when we see you posting, and posting, and posting, and ignore our replies to come in, we do not know what is going on.

We are family. Sometimes dysfunctional, but still family. Maybe we can help. But we certainly can't help, or do anything for you if we don't know what is wrong.

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« Reply #272 on: May 21, 2020, 05:40:55 PM »
I am also willing to listen and to help if I can..

smiles your Sister

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« Reply #273 on: May 22, 2020, 08:54:42 PM »
...I am sitting with my elderly Mother, and urging her to eat.   :)  She is, and is getting better...she got the virus...and I think that I got it too.  I just lay on the couch every day,  and put on my mask, and drive out to get us some food.

...At times...I take a long drive ...and think of just how beautiful my life once was...

...I was a formidable attorney, and sat as a Judge many times.  I played the cello very well, and raised a LOT OF MONEY  for Arts Organizations.   ;D  i raised a LOT OF MONEY.   I also played very well on the piano.


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« Reply #274 on: May 22, 2020, 11:28:54 PM »
Sis...

your life is not over. Stop feeling like it is.

Now you have time again to play your leg fiddle, play the piano. Pick up another hobby of some sort and dive in.

Life is just too damn short to sit around thinking of what you might have lost. Think and look at what you may have found instead.

Sure you are going to have moments when you look back and see what once was. It is human nature. But do NOT step backwards and become wrapped up in it. We can never get yesterday back. We can only make to morrow better.

Decide you will, and it may be challenging, but proceed to do so!!!!


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« Reply #275 on: May 23, 2020, 02:33:38 PM »
...Just to show how difficult it is to struggle with a Bipolar Illness.  Again, I coped with it well...once I realized what was happening.  I would tell the 'black dog' to stay in the back of my mind...and take the pills, and make myself eat and work.  I would force myself to smile at my staff.  At times, I closed the door to my office, and fought with my mind!!!!   That was SCARY!!!  I wasn't suicidal...I was just trying to get my mind to operate the way it usually did.  When I was 'normal', I did amazing things.  My Firm had never heard of a 'Letter of Determination'...and I got the IRS to accept mine...and saved a client a LOT of money.

...I also studied this...and played it...I would actually sit back...and think that my hands were sentient creatures doing their own thing.

https://youtu.be/BV7RkEL6oRc

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« Reply #276 on: May 23, 2020, 03:07:39 PM »
You did it once, you can do it again.

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« Reply #277 on: May 23, 2020, 04:05:40 PM »
...Again...I don't want to be hurt...again.

...I labored hard at a House...and got Gobsmacted for no real reason. 

...*Shrugs*  That is why Gor seems to be dying...

...You Men need to value the Women who dedicate their F/T to a home

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« Reply #278 on: May 23, 2020, 04:41:11 PM »
what about practicing law again? 

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« Reply #279 on: May 23, 2020, 05:24:49 PM »
...Again...I don't want to be hurt...again.

...I labored hard at a House...and got Gobsmacted for no real reason. 

...*Shrugs*  That is why Gor seems to be dying...

...You Men need to value the Women who dedicate their F/T to a home


Blinks...

Value the Women? Are you saying I do not value my sisters? Are you saying I do not value the friendships of Women outside Tuchuk?

I could rattle of a list of why it might seem Gor is dying. Not Honoring, Respecting, and caring for the Women I know is not even on that list.

I suppose offering you an ear, a shoulder, my time, are primes examples of not valuing you as a sister?

How dare you!!!!!


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« Reply #280 on: May 23, 2020, 06:54:55 PM »
...OK...I overstepped what i needed to say...I am not well.

...*Gives you a deep bow and curtsy*

...You have always stood beside me, and supported me...and it meant so much.  You got me through many r/t challenges.  You also got me through v/t challenges.  I recall chatting to you of jury trials I was handling...and when i was living in a little room , alone, for a year, during my divorce...ordering food to be delivered to me every three days...I ate most of it...but threw up, usually.  I got hauled out, and placed in a Facility.  I laid on the bed for three days...and tried to get my mind back awake.

...BA, JD, CPA, Attorney at Law, Judge Pro Tem, First Cellist...just doesn't mean anything when your mind is sick.

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« Reply #281 on: May 24, 2020, 06:35:28 AM »
events that stress us do not need to continue to shape us or our future. I have faith you can return to where you once were if you so desire it.

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« Reply #282 on: May 25, 2020, 02:38:29 PM »
...This Day is so important to me.  I studied WW2 very hard in HS, and gave a presentation of the Battle of Midway that got me a medal.  I studied the battle very hard...but...I broke down one afternoon...as it sunk into my mind that MANY Men had died.  I cried for several hours.   :'(

...I did well in Girl Scouts...I was elected to lead the entire Troop...(I actually could have led the Troop for TWO YEARS...but I voted for my opponent...I thought that it was improper to vote for myself...and lost BY ONE VOTE!!!!  I didn't make that mistake later in life)

...I got us to finish the meetings by singing 'Taps'

Day is done
Gone the sun
And the Earth and the moon and the sky
All is well
Safely rest
God is nigh

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« Reply #283 on: May 25, 2020, 05:22:51 PM »
*Huggers*

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« Reply #284 on: May 26, 2020, 11:34:00 AM »
...DOLLS!!!!!

...As I sit here, in the Home of my elderly Mother  (That I will inherit if I can manage to live longer than her)  I am SURROUNDED BY DOLLS!!!!  She is a collector, and they are all over the house.  I look at the ones in my bedroom, as I get to bed, but do smile at them, and bid one 'night night' as I climb into bed.

...Some are very valuable, she sold some a few years ago... and got $4,000.  When I moved in with her, I told her not to sell any more, and not to worry about finances.  I pay all of the bills, and have paid for improvements around the home.  She wants the house repainted, and told her  ::) to go ahead, I will pay for it.

...There are two, large, 'stuffy dolls' in the living room, leaning over a wood frame holding pictures of our family.  One is male, dressed as a Cowboy.  The other is female, wearing a red dress, and a red ribbon in her hair.  I asked my Mother what that was about, and she smiled...and said..."That is you and your brother." 

...I wanted to tell her..."I didn't wear ribbons in my hair"...but ...my memory might not be correct.   ::)