I’m tired of being held to a higher standard then the one who should be , I’m tired of having been overlooked for so long no matter what I did or tried I’m tired of being the maid . If chanz was truly ever a slave it didn’t come about till 3 weeks ago after 20 yrs something is wrong with this picture. Hell chanz can do just about every clans jobs in the wagons she never had actual direction she was never allowed to blossom into what she was supposed to be, it is possible she could be one hell of a good slave now if she had been given the opportunity to live it .
I still want , no need to learn to grow to evolve and I can’t if I’m kept in a box or cage
A higher standard? You're damn right you are held to a higher standard, you were supposed to be a trainer, an example. I disciplined siren harshly. She stuck it out and her slate is clean with me. You chose not to learn from that lesson and pushed it even further. That is pure foolishness. Should I have taken it easy and just let it slide? HELL NO!!!!!
I am sure you can do most things, but there is a difference between doing something, and doing it well. Slapping something up just to say it is done is NOT even a low standard. It is no standard at all. What have you blossomed into? A fur bunny? Work on it, that needs polishing also.
You have never been overlooked, you just never stuck with it long enough at any one time to make the next step. That is your doing.
You keep yourself in a cage. You were disciplined and decided to glare and makes fists towards the Ubara?
Then you take it upon yourself to determine your punishment has ended?
Then you lie stating the Ubara said you were finished? It was confirmed... you were not told you were finished.
You could have been one of the best, but you never did have the staying strength. You would come in for a couple weeks, then decide you weren't advancing and would vanish again. You began to blossom lately, but then threw it away again.
You are your own worst enemy.
There are those that watched you show your ass, and were left wondering why you were not killed straight out. I felt you might still be able to square yourself away. I was wrong. You have shown me you are incapable of doing so.
I wish you well in where you go from here.
This matter is closed.
