PROUD, SELF-RELIANT and MAGNIFICENT ......That certainly describes Satiara, I do my best to rp her with these key words in mind. I don't always translate her so well for others, but in my mind she is crystal clear, a very intensely strong woman with an innocence that most people unfortunately, do NOT get , but of course I will not stop playing her this way because a majority of people don't get it..too bad for them.
I adore this character Ive created for this online fantasy world, she is alot like I am rt, I give her my witty sarcastic sense of humor, which also doesn't always translate for some, she is flirtatious because she doesn't know any better, being a virgin and thinking the " act " is just to terribly disgusting to ever entertain thoughts of actually " doing it " This is described as frigid by many Goreans , but Satiara is far to flirtatious to be considered frigid, but She will forever remain a virgin with no need of a Man to survive, she can more then take care of herself and anyone around her. Having people close is just a bonus for Sati, and should you decide to fuck with someone she loves ..PKs have mercy on your soul, she can be vicious and has been with a blink of an eye.
She does not trust easily and of all those on Gor, male slaves are the bottom of the food chain for Sati, she does not trust them, they are of no concern to her and she would be just as happy if they didn't exist. She admires female slaves immensely, but would never be one, slaves are beautiful and deserve a lot of credit Sati does not believe slave women to be below her at all, but merely takes advantage of the differences, if a woman chooses to play a slave here then I shall treat her as such at My whim, that does not mean I do not adore the slaves, I just like the game to be played properly..if I snap at or am standoffish to, or down right mean, it is most likely because I am role playing what I think fits best for the situation. The main reason I don't wish to play a slave is.. Men are too much a factor in a slaves life and Satiara is far to independent to ever rely on a man for anything ,much less emotional uplifting !
She is not afraid to go toe to toe with a Warrior or a Larl in battle , but let a sleen or a herlit for instance come after her, you will find her hiding under the nearest wagon. She loves chocolate and can be talked into nearly anything in exchange for this sweet treat, Like I said an innocence that marks her life in many ways.
She can be very kind but for those that mistake her kindness for weakness, she is over them , done, finito. She has been courted by a few very strong Gorean Men, but when it came down to the wire, she fled terrified, mostly of the infamous " wedding night " YUCK There were those in her past that thought she would look good in a collar, most quickly changed their minds and since have become very good friends with the likes of Sati. I am proud of this character, she has been around and survived online for 8 plus years now, same character, if she were to ever get killed or collared I would simply walk away from Gor, this is my time, I will play it the way that keeps Me having fun here period.
I do look up to quite a few Men in this realm, I will not mention names because that is just a down right shitty thing to do, always leaving someone out and feelings get hurt, But those Men I give the highest respect to, I listen to them , even though I might complain about it, I take advice from them, and I admire them greatly, most of you would be surprised to see who these Men are for me. I love fun and playing around, but can turn serious in a flash should the role play call for it
I will continue to rp Sati as the strong, proud, magnificent, self-reliant creature Ive created and I hope some of you at least get it some of the time. But don't ever get me twisted, this is fantasy for Me, no more then an intense game of backgammon really and if this offends some, oh well, I do not look down on you for taking it all so seriously ! One more thing, Some also think I disregard rules here, that is the most ridiculous notion of all, I follow the rules of Gor very well thank you, I just test them a lot, I like to see what I can get away with and what I cant, and this usually involves the Free Men of Gor, lets just call it the Sati test to see who makes the list and who doesn't. Face it , not all men on Gor would have had the blind respect of all the worlds Free Women, and I'm not about to hand it out like yesterdays gruel.
Stay strong Sisters and keep those heads held high !