dee My dearheart.... remember Krul and I and jale love you so very much and have you and yours in O/our prayers. you concentrate on things there... don't worry about U/us.... I have that under control. give Grandpa a HUGE hug and kiss for Me.... if you need someone to talk to, you have my number. I know all to well what you are going through.
above all, remember that if it's the Maker's will, it shall be done.
*huggs the larma and places a skotc* you are missed and loved and in our prayers.