she is sorry that she worried her family she had no way of letting anyone know till now, her pc should be up and running by the time she gets back from scotland, kadi is as well as she can be and has been doing as she has been told, ie resting and loseing weight, the smoking part is not going so good as the patches made her heart beat two fast lol, but she will keep on trying, she has missed you all very much and cant wait to get back home, there seems to have been a lot that has happened and she will try and catch up with everything as soon as she can, she loves you all my family so very much
kadi xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx