thank you, sis...hugs...this girl has read the old migration logs. my problem is wondering how much i can do on my own, vs waiting until i am instructed to do something; this girl is still a very new mat, and a newly arrived earth barbarian. this girl has finally learned to be very careful about taking on things that she thinks need to be done, especially since she is still learning about the reality of the Tuchuk Wagon Camp and the flora and fauna of Gor. i have already made way too many mistakes about the environment we live in, and how things are done, and who has charge over certain aspects of the Tuchuk. i guess, the best way to explain how i feel right now, is to say that i feel just like i did at my first 4-H summer camp. i was a new 'clover', 8 years old, and teenagers and adults were rushing around handling everything, and pushing me out of the way. i just stayed out of the way for several years, and watched, learned, and let them do everything that needed to be done. after watching for several years, i then started chipping in and pushing new 'clovers' out of the way, <maintaining the cycle>. <wry smile>. i will not just sit back during migration, i want to help and be valued, but i will not try to assume what needs to be done, or how to do it, until i have had a few migrations under my curla. i could make things worse than they are at the moment by an unwise, or uninformed action. of course, i will eagerly accept instruction and guidance from anyone in the family.
thank you, sis, for taking an interest.
amanda
