yet another absence

[Thalia]

Just because pleasure is not in camp does not mean that heather is not loved and supported!

[pleasure{MTC}]

i miss you heather.... *Grins impishly*

[Arlon]

You are very much missed, hun. You have my number, and I will probably drop by tomorrow to check on ya. Call anytime.


...Arlon / Tim

[pleasure{MTC}]

a day in the life:
well... i woke up and sucked down half an antidepressant... ate at shoneys... went to a couple yard sales... came home... tried to sleep... dreamed about dad so only slept about thirty minutes i guess... laid there for about an hour reading. then laid down and watch tv, crying intermittantly... took the other half of the anti depressant about a minute ago and will be falling asleep soon... hopefully without dreams... this and being on WoW is the only thing ive been able to do since it happened... i feel so alone.
heather

[RAGNAR]

a day in the life:
well... i woke up and sucked down half an antidepressant... ate at shoneys... went to a couple yard sales... came home... tried to sleep... dreamed about dad so only slept about thirty minutes i guess... laid there for about an hour reading. then laid down and watch tv, crying intermittantly... took the other half of the anti depressant about a minute ago and will be falling asleep soon... hopefully without dreams... this and being on WoW is the only thing ive been able to do since it happened... i feel so alone.
heather

My pleasure... it is time for some tough love... meaning a boot in the ass from Rags.

You went out to eat, shopped (even if garage sales), sleep failed... understandable. Watched tv, read, cried (again understandable) and playing Wow..... and you feel alone.

Well... here is your loving boot in the ass. WAKE UP!!! You need not be alone. There are people in Tuchuk who care about you. If you can do this WoW stuff and some of these other things... then I see no reason why you need to cut yourself off from a very important and useful outlet for you. YOUR TUCHUK FAMILY!!!

Get into camp. It does not matter if it is in character, as you just may not feel up to being pleasing. I can understand this. Comming in with the ooc tag on is acceptable. There is a pm feature on the whochat that can be used... so there is no reason to feel you are going to disrupt the role play.

You lost a real time family member. None of us can expect to ever be as close as your father was/is. However... a girl still has family.... an entire camp of family members. If you feel alone... do something about it. Come where you will not be alone.

It is time to come home.

*Huggers*
KOTC

[kadi{MTC}]

pleasure sis this was to be posted by dee here if i did not pull though last attack it is my fav poem but i think it might help you i hope so

love kadi xxxx


Do not stand at my grave and weep
I am not there I do not sleep
I am the thousand winds that blow
I am the diamond glints on snow
I am the sunlight on ripened grain
I am the gentle autumn rain
When you waken in the morning's hush
I am the swift uplifting rush
Of gentle birds in circling flight
I am the soft star that shines at night
Do not stand at my grave and cry
I am not there I did not die

[Shadow duck]

hugs her sisters tight.. an whispers.. pleasure/heather.. Master is right.. you are loved.. ** tightenin her grip on both you an kadi.. now you both know if you need to pm me when in camp an yu are ooc it is ok with me.. i can multi task.. really i can.. ** trips over a stray thrall as she talks an walks**.. love ya lots.. take care of you but remember you v/t family also cares much for your well bein no matter what.. i  say this  as it is just me but i am not a very happy person at the best of times in my r/t camp for me is salvation i do find much strength from the bonds that i have developed over the years.. an lov each an every family member in a different way.. but i do try to be there if ya needs me to talk with as was done for me by some in the past.. ** hands pleasure some healin ointment for the butt kick** it only will owie when ya sit sis..

*grins huggles ya tight an kotc for ya both*..

chanz the worring mother duck...

[pleasure{MTC}]

it has been a while since i posted.
i thought i might let everyone know whats going on in my life for now.
i passed my test for school, so i decided to get my drivers license. i passed that too. then i took my GED and i passed that! im waiting on some moneys to come in then i will be going to school or to one of the trucking companies that train you.
im getting along a little better without Dad, things still hurt, theres still a hole in my heart, but im doing a little better. maybe i can try to get in sometime soon. i do have a house full atm though, my almost son, my bf, my roommate and a new roommate! LOL

[kelsey]

we look forward to see you!....remember you can always pop in ooc for a bit.

[RAGNAR]

Well done!!! *S*

[Arlon]

WTG heather! I am indeed proud of you for getting so much done in such a short time (even if I forgot to tell you in RT lol). Do what ya gotta do, holler at me if ya need me, and pop in Camp sometimes. Miss ya round here.

..Arlon

[Lilac]

wow it was a good day! congrats on all your sucess..hang in there on the rest.. time does heal.. but some things take a lot more time then others -hugs

[Taryn]

Congrats sweets... miss you muchly and love you dearly... talk to you soon... ~huggggggggles~