Gone

[kadi{MTC}]

i have not seen or heard from my rt Master for nearly 7 weeks now He has changed His numbers, does not answer His mobile, kadi does not know what she should do next keep waiting and hopeing or give up and move on with my life, maybe she is not a good enough slave and that is why he has gone she knows not she only knows it hurts like hell

[Kitya]

oh hun... *hugs you tight* If he left you it's cuz he's an idiot. Not because you're not good enough. You are one of the best slaves in Tuchuk, and we have high expectations. I know how you feel tho. before I met hubby I dated a young man who said he wanted to marry me, and that he truly loved me. Then, suddenly, all contact stopped. No email, no phone calls, no nothing. After 2 months of this I called him at a time when I knew he'd be home, and forced him to tell me the truth... that he had decided he was still in love with his ex. He SAID the reason he didn't tell me was that he didn't want to hurt me... I told him that oh yes, dragging it out for 2 months was SUCH a better idea... and that only a coward would take the sneak way out. I didn't speak to him again for over a year when out of the blue he emailed me... flirting, and wanting to get back together. I was very happy to be able to tell him that THAT wasn't going to happen since I was engaged to a man who WANTED to be with me. He never emailed me again.

Be strong kadi and know we're here for you, and I always have a shoulder if you need a good cry. If you need to call, IM me your number and I'll call you, since I have free long distance. After my whole mess it was my online friends who where there for me too.

Kiersten the typist behind Kitya

[flame{NS}]

dear sweet sister of mine... you are the best slave that i know..well ok our other sisters and brothers are up there with you as well.. there is nothing wrong with you.. keep your chin up. if it was ment to be then it will..you are bright young careing loveable woman...and like Mistress Kitya said we are here for you.. if you need a shoulder to cry one or even an ear to hear your words we are here.. you have family here...that is willing and will help you through this becuse that is what family is all about... *smiles*.. scoops you up in a bear hug and squeeses you tight... and leaves lots of kisses to go with...
and Mistress is right ( like always ) he is an idiot...
love you,

da flame

[dilshad{property of Tira}]

dear sweet sister.. you are a wonderful slave and you are
deeply loved..

[RAGNAR]

Move on and forget the loser.

A Master will come along rt that appreciates a fine girl when you least expect it.

 

[prism {*RgR*1*}]

kadi.. a real Master.. if not dead, hospitalized in a coma, or kidnapped off to Abu Dhabi, would have had enough man in him to at least tell you to take a flying f**k at a rolling donut, and that it was over.

I would know. My Master has always found ways to let me know why He was missing, even before I came to live with him, and there were times when He was missing for up to 3 and 4 weeks at a time.

You are good enough, you are more than good enough. He is a pudwhacker.

*hugs*
woobie

[dilshad{property of Tira}]

comes back to add to  on because there are some thing
i don't like to talk about.. but i want to share my experince with You

my rt  Mistress has been gone a long while..off line most of the year..e-mail scant and sporadic..phone calls few and far between.. now nothing for nigh on 2 months i hurt all the time.. day in and day out and that fires the worst parts of me.. today.. i wsa checking my lottery ticket.. and it said "not a winner".. and i thought.. 'yeah that means i'm a loser'

sis, i'm telling you this cause that black tide.. is always lapping at our feet..threating to rise.. we can't command the tide.. but we can step back and away.. take command of our lives.. walk away

is it easy..?. hell no !

is it hard..? damn right  and painful to.

you need to take care of yourself now sweetness

and we will be here for you

i'm in camp alot if you want to talk

Love

dakota/michael

[kelsey]

as I told you before hon....you need to pack up his stuff and move on....Time heals.

[Fishy!]

kadi....

there are plenty of people here that love and care for you... you dont need his promises or his attentions...

just write him off and put him on the list of loosers.... and trust me... when time has passed and youve found another he will come groveling back.

be strong kadi

[kadi{MTC}]

she thanks her family for being here for her, she is very low cannot sleep and cannot stop crying all she can think of is why what did she do, the last time we talked he told kadi that he loved her and that if he where to buy a house she would move in with him then nothing, she dont know if he is alive or dead, the moterbike club i belong to want to go after him but i have said no thats not the answer, as my Mistress says i just have to pack his things up and start to forget about him

she loves you all so very much

kadi xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

[dilshad{property of Tira}]

nods and hugs you

[familure{TD}]

kadi....i cant say anything that hasn't already been said before. you haven't done anything wrong hon and you do not deserve this. don't forget how much your family loves ya. we're all here for you when ever you need a hug, a shoulder...or even if you need to just scream and yell for awhile.

~wrapping you up in a warm tender hug~

[rep]

~quietly~...kiah feels badly that you have to experience this...please add her to the extremely long list of those that admire you and have a hug available anytime one is needed

kiah{MTC}